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Country: United States
State: Massachusetts
Birthday: 6/5/1986
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Interests: eating yummy yummy foods and then getting fat
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Sunday, November 11, 2007

so speechless

He came to visit me this weekend. He drove all the way from Boston to NYC to spend Saturday night with me..... I can't believe he actually did something for me. I am absolutely shocked.

I don't know if I am in love with him anymore. Something has changed. I can't quite explain it.


Monday, October 22, 2007

the break up

We broke up this weekend. For real. In person.

It's Over.

I've known him for almost two years. He has been in and out of my life for over two years. That is absolutely insane. I am sad that it is over but I knew it was inevitable.


Thursday, October 18, 2007

New York City.....

New York City is supposed to be the center of the universe. Everything and everyone important is crammed onto this tiny little island called Manhattan. It is the city of hopes and dreams. It is the ultimate fantasy city. It's a place kids dream about all over the world. It's a place where you can truly live the "single" life portrayed in sex and the city.

It is all these little things that I love about the city. New York City has changed me so much. It is part of who I am. My sister always tells me that I am a New York bitch. (Can I help it that people are stupid and slow?) I get home sick everytime I leave the city for more than 3 days. I am confused by society outside of the city. (A bottle of water less than $10? That is so bizarre!) It is here in NYC that I feel like people understand me. They just get it.

Although the city is so much a part of me, I am utterly miserable here. Why? Life is supposedly so fabulous here! I think it's because everyone that matters so much to me is not here, sharing this greatness with me. I miss my family, I miss my wives, and the boy. Everyone is scattered around the country. And then there is me. Anxiously waiting for someone to return to me.

I feel like my dog, just sitting at the window, majorly confused, unaware of time, just waiting for someone to come back. Anyone. Just someone that I love, someone that will make me so excited that I might wet my pants. Just someone to share my life with. Someone who cares. That is what I am missing. In Grey's Anatomy vocab, I am just missing "my person."

Just come back already.


Sunday, October 14, 2007

It's been a while

It's been a while since I've written in this thing. I was ready to abandon Xanga as I felt it was a part of a certain chapter in my life but I was persuaded last night to keep some sort of journal.

So what's going on?

Oh so much and not so much at the same time.

I really really like the hot man I am dating right now. He is perfect. The one thing that is different about him is that I don't see an expiration date for him or I don't see it not working out. He is such a sweetheart! For once, he isn't the problem, I am. I am so terrified of loving someone without them loving me first.


Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Boys boys boys..........

So many of them... FINALLY! The last one I officially dated ended in April, which makes it three months!! It was definitely a long but much needed dry spell.

There is so much boy drama going on, I don't even know where to start. I guess it makes sense to start with the past and work my way to the future.

While I was in China, JC called me and we had a nice conversation. When I got home, he called me again, telling me that he was going to be in Boston but he never ended up calling me again. I can only assume that he never made it there or finally realized that it was cruel to string me along. It turns out that he's been living in a tent for six months and he is planning on staying in the mountains for two years. I definitely can't wait two years and it's such a shame. I can't tell if I am really putting him behind me or if it's only because I have such a great prospect at the moment.

The new boy: he's a grad student at Wharton and he is unbelievably sexy and kind. The only thing is that he lives in Philly... luckily, Philly is only about 2 hours away.... but I shouldn't plan so far into the future. He's definitely not a New York asshole or a Leo, which is so promising! He totally respects me and is definitely mature. Wish me luck!

Side Note: My Queens boy, Peter, wants me back. Too bad it's too late. It's funny how things work out. If I were still with him, I wouldnt have met the new boy, who is definitely better than Peter.

 

Other news: I'm sick and I don't know what's wrong with me. I thought it was food poisoning but it could be anything at this point. I am moving to Jersey... at some point!



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